"A Burn a Burn," "Medusa's Snakes Simper All at Once," "Alleged Pedophile Rode His Horse into the Polls," and "I Came to Explore the Wreck"
A Burn a Burn
Winds kick the radius of flames further.
An ember can carry half a mile
or more, a small whir of
the bigger fury settles in some elsewhere
brush, nestles in wetless
leaves and renames them so thoroughly
that they transmute into change
agents themselves,
like mediated accusations sprout legs
and sprint into silent houses.
Alarms clang. Small whirs
of fury. Call a burn a burn, a spade
a spade, abuse abuse. My parched
land with its wide stance
and its hands open—my parched land
and its wide maw gushing smoke.
The fire front shoves forward. The fire front
is indifferent to decorum,
shoves into December—
the fire, clueless and brutal, colludes
with wind, melts fur, melts skin,
shoves panicked animals
onto our asphalt, our domestic
quietude hurt, alerted.
Medusa's Snakes Simper All at Once
Coeval of language, sex is another strand
in the braid. What happens when the spin
inside girls starts early? Hushed tones.
Dogged pursuits of worthiness—hurt
simply by cell division’s false separateness,
yet swimming, still. All legs egg-beater
the same soupy context. That is, this
shared slog through the universe
belongs us to one another. Romance
stays the culminating narrative
in any story with a female lead,
so we seek God
on the lips of masculine counter-
balances. Kids discovering masturbation
are catastrophes of anticipation; blooms too
early beckon too broadly. Empires
of men pulled down throats, the cold clang of their weapons
unfastens us
one nerve at a time
from our contexts. Sex, sentences,
separateness—woven. At six she planted
the personal massager at the apex
of her thighs. Something to do
in private, the mothers said. A lesson in
subjectivity. And boys made off with whatever
their eyes were given. Lest we lay our gaze
too plainly on the young curl of petals. Early to bloom,
early to wither. Too much love becomes a film
on a woman’s skin—she becomes barely
visible beneath the litany of kisses, given,
received. Given voice, intimacy is
a nimbus that pricks any eye that seeks
to linger on a girl’s body.
Alleged Pedophile Rode His Horse into the Polls
and lost
squat in the hedge-maze of language
politics he’ll stay, his body & lawfulness
buffered / buffeted by the echo
of yes he did / no he didn’t
a video advises me to trace a light
line around my vermillion
border to appear more
youthful around the mouth
the THC I’ve eaten
leaves me senselessly wet
when I tell men I was
raped / assaulted / harassed (eliding
the agent as convention dictates)
they want the context—where was I
what was I doing how did I sit what was
I wearing the incident the rapist and his
name are buffered / buffeted
by their context the chief context being
my body
At a Ship Island birthday picnic
the weed made us horny
and we talked for hours about fucking
under the relentless sun
held hands in the yellow water
can you imagine women who love sex
& sometimes, still, say no
I Came to Explore the Wreck
[Teachers say] Sink to the placid
bottom of your chop-
topped stormy
consciousness
Sunk, I think—that is, cartilage creatures
teeth-fight, bulbous mines sway, tangle
in kelp. Just a nudge and they’ll rip open
the ocean. My issue is that language froths
in this sea of me, too.
Still, I sit:
Letters, tensile
let themselves
snap apart, constituent
marks
spread
across the oily surface, tumble
scum up the seam
of ocean and land The sun,
the sand. Letter-lines
spread their towels, uncurl
under an August sun,
but luxuriate too long—
they crisp, stiffen.
Unkempt kelp, letters stitch
earth and sea together.
Plastic snags on them—
wrappers, packaging.
Edges, receptors clogged.
And under, sunk in me,
hulking whales lose course
among thrum and thunder
of merchant ships—
their songs drowned. Finless,
sharks sink immobile
to the seafloor. These truths
in me, I sit.
In the stillness at the seafloor
my monsters can’t keep
themselves unbodied.
Contexted, fleshed out:
hungry and rubbing
their hooks against
my arms. Am I the water?
Sliced, sluiced, fin-slapped—
irradiated, oil-slick, and tangled
with plastic, am I
sea monsters robbed
of context, or am I
constituent with pollution? I swim,
panicked, back to the shore,
yanking wave after wave,
like a blanket, to my chin.
Jessica Morey-Collins received her MFA from the University of New Orleans, where she won an Academy of American Poets award, and worked as associate poetry editor for Bayou Magazine. Her poems can be found or are forthcoming in Pleiades, Prairie Schooner, Sycamore Review, and elsewhere. She currently studies natural hazards and organizational resilience in the University of Oregon's Masters of Community and Regional Planning program. Find her at www.jessicamoreycollins.